Scared

So much uncertainty,
So much pain,
Need to run,
Have to flee,
Running won’t help,
Can’t flee from life,
Want to die,
Why can’t I be the next,
Why can’t I be with you,
Unable to handle life,
Too weak for it,
So many strong people,
I am just not one,
Tear caress my face,
Am I crazy too,
When will it end,
Can’t hide the pain,
Want to scream,
Need to let it out,
Can’t think,
Madness inside my head,
Pouring out into oblivion,
Life is too complicated,
Never will figure it out,
Don’t want to,
Want…